What does fear cost you?
I look back for as long as I can remember and I couldn't recollect a time when I wasn't living in fear. I was probably 6 or 7, when my classmates used to bully me. I was rather small physically and never had the courage to stand up for myself. I wouldn't blame the bullies, because kids are kids. I blame myself for carrying on the belief that I am small even into my adulthood. Long after the bullying stopped, I'm still frightened of people. Every day I go out, I keep thinking if someone is going to hurt me, and how embarrassing would it be, if I panic and start shivering? I may have gotten older and physically stronger, but that scared child in me hasn't grown past that bullying and still walks keeping his head down, always monitoring for threats and in flight mode. I wish that child fought even if he lost. The battles with them would have made him stronger, instead he waged an eternal war with himself in his head. Bullying made me feel physically small and our pove...